RE: A Case of A Serous Cystadenofibroma

2 years and struggling, 2 more years or 3 if I get some delays on thesis writing. I'm not even sure if I can hold the job given how low my performance is compared to co-residents. Part of the problem is when you are with people that excel at what they do in academics, they can be on steroids in the field.

Being surrounded by them highlights how average my performance is objective but subjectively, yeah I pass the test but the gap is damn high which makes wonder if not being a quitter was the only merit I ever had to be given the position (more than half a year salary-less and I still remained when everyone expects I'd be quitting at the program, imagine just being promised you'll get the position until the official papers were signed kind of moment).