Yikers!

I have been dreading every time I have to leave out on a trip due to my safety. In a mentally melting down society over here.

Way different scenario...

But dread is dread. Not a good feeling. And well said...

"It is mentally draining to put in so much effort knowing that the result is highly likely to be very poor due to so many factors outside of my control. The work is now about "mitigation" of damage, rather than generation of value. Fucking annoying."

"Fucking Annoying!"