I'm with you on that too, I don't think I could ever inject myself with anything. Well besides a tattoo gun at least and even that somebody else would have to be doing it to me. I hear the testosterone cream works pretty much just as good as injections. The only thing about it is you have to rub it on your balls daily rather than injecting periodically. And if you go to have sex too soon after you rub it on, it will spread to the woman and elevate her testosterone levels, which is less than ideal. It still beats injecting if you are weary of that like me.
I thought for a second as I was reading your comment that you were going to say seeds/soy/oils were good for hormones. I was gonna be like oh hell no! Glad you understand how terrible processed and man-made crap like that is. Vegetable oils of all kind just do not agree with our internal system. Plus plants do not have over 15 micronutrients essential to optimum health. That stuff is terrible and wreaks havoc on humans, especially women, they will get all sorts of messed up from that junk and become infertile/horrible to be around... yet it all gets promoted as HEALTHY. Veganism is one of the most deadly tactics being used against us right now.
When you get back to the farm you should totally try to start drinking raw eggs. I gulp down about 6 to a dozen each day. Your body will absorb all of the nutrients and stuff from it so much better than when they are cooked. They are tasteless and I just take a gulp of water and pretend I'm swallowing a pill. Mind over matter.
I also had an extended period of eating raw muscle meat and organs. Still do on occasion, especially raw liver. Look up the primal diet for more info. Not saying that it would fix every single one of your problems or anything, but if you have access to animals like that you may be interested and it improved my life a lot. Although now I eat mostly cooked animal foods.
I can verify that all of the bs about raw meat being unhealthy is a load of shit. I never once had any issues and I know people who have been eating that way for years and they are much healthier than anybody I know. Plus you can look at many different tribes with aboriginal diets to tell you that it works. All you have to do is look at their teeth and you'll be asking where the fuck the godly tribe dentist is. The only thing is it's because they are eating raw animals nonstop. Especially large amounts of raw fat. High fat will encourage any toxins that enter your body to go to the far, rather than your vital organs.
The comment got long... but idk I thought you might find some of this stuff insightful.