Part of life is friendship.
Time flies fast in this little life of ours. Maybe relationships change over time. As time passes man becomes apana or as time passes those apana people leave. Sometimes you become friends with someone. Over time, we lost some. As they say, time changes people. The same goes for relationships. In this network of relationships we are bound by the illusion of how many people. How many people come out of this illusion. But friendship is not with everyone. Maybe some don't become apan after a long journey or some become apan in a few days.
We have made many friends in our short life. We may like to talk with them about happiness and sadness. They may like to be companions on walks. It is often surprising to think about it. Once upon a time, when I was in school, maybe the two of us would become good friends. I didn't like going to class without them. Sitting next to each other on the bench, we chatted between classes. And without those people, the class wouldn't even think about it for a moment. But those people are lost today. Over time, these people disappeared from our lives. And those memories remain.
I don't know why I feel ashamed to talk to people with whom I used to laugh and be happy. It seems to wind up multiple times. It seems like a wall has been erected between friendships. Even when I tried to break down that invisible wall, I failed again and again. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. But time has changed me. Or we have changed. Maybe our feelings have changed. People with whom time has not passed without talking or meeting for a single day, we have not met for years. We haven't spoken in months. However, time passes like time. Maybe time has changed us. And the friendship changed.
Just as our family members are ours, we also have some close friends who are very close to us. Everything can be shared with them. It is very difficult to imagine a day without them. But as they disappear over time, so do we move away from them. Friendship creates distance. Maybe our commitments force us to move away. Or circumstances separate us. If they suddenly meet, that old feeling comes back. The previous friendship seems to be exactly the same. But I still don't understand why so much inertia works. Talking about happiness and sadness with them gets stuck in their mouths. Although there are many things hidden in my chest, I must say that I am fine. are you OK
Many people disappear from our lives over time. Or we are too far from their lives. Maybe they haven't heard from each other in years. Maybe over time they forget about us too. Or we all have new friends in our life. This is how friendships in our lives can be lost. Or those close people are lost to us. I tried to write some words based on my feelings. I hope everyone will like it.