I can't find my feelings with reality.
HELLO EVERYONE,
I hope everyone is doing well. I appeared before you with my new blog. I don't know how you like my writings. But sometimes I try to write when I have time. So today I am here with a new post. I hope everyone will like it.
Trying to reconcile life's accounts, it's as if the ledger remains empty. Perhaps feelings have changed today. My love has changed. Along with that, the people around have also changed. Maybe we live with feelings. Maybe you don't find your happiness in feelings. Or motivation for life. Sometimes life seems very strange. It seems that if I could start my life over again, I would reconcile the accounts in the ledger. After a long life's journey, when the books of accounts are messed up, the book of life remains empty.
Reality changes us. Your feelings change. Maybe times are changing. Thus your desires disappear. Speaking never becomes speaking. Sometimes silence must be followed. Sometimes the pressure pain goes away on its own. Sometimes I want to shout the hidden words in my mind. I want to say again and again that my inner feelings make me star today. I want to say again and again that feelings today are just filled with emptiness.
The flow of the river of life has stopped today. Stopped at an invisible barrier. Perhaps the river of life has lost its two branches, and today the river has lost its flow. Or an invisible barrier rolled up and stopped the river. Maybe the river is quiet today. Because emptiness nestles in the stream of the river. Thus, perhaps even in the midst of grasping life, emptiness nestles. And your existence changes. Maybe the weather changes or the people around.
Sometimes I am surprised when I reconcile my life account. It seems that this life is just in vain. I was very surprised when I tried to calculate what I gained and what I lost. Everything in life seems to be bought with emotions. In exchange for your own love, emotion is empty today. Where the invisible blow of emptiness wounds the heart. Maybe that invisible trauma is life-changing. Or change your feelings. In this way, maybe the lamp of life will go out someday. Like lost feelings, life too will one day be lost in darkness or fog.
I feel very bad today. So I put all the random thoughts out there for you. Maybe I can't write something so organized. But love cannot be bought with emotions. And if there is emptiness behind emotions, then at the end of the day you have to return empty-handed. This is how we spend every moment of life or eternity of life. But it is so good to express his thoughts, one can see that his mind becomes much lighter. And I don't know any other way to clear my mind. If you know, let me know.
Friends I am ending my post here by wishing you all good health and thanks.
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