Days without internet in the worst situation in the country.🥹😭

HELLO EVERYONE,

In that childhood, I heard that to realize how deep love is, you can feel it only if you are a little far away from the person you love. And that's what I've been saying for a few days now. I realized how bad it feels not to be able to see the faces of the dear friends of the community. And at the same time I also realized that nothing can be good without the beloved community. doesn't go

I am a busy person. Also my every day is full of busyness. And when the busy man is under the pressure of reality and locked in the house, does he like it? Cows cannot be tied to the farm without it. Similarly, no forest bird can be kept in a cage. And if such a busy person is kept away from the busyness, then how would they feel? Exactly the same happened to me. There is no work on the one hand. And on the other hand, living as a resident of a strange world far away from loved ones. It is like living as a living corpse.

Where every day starts with a chat with dear friends saying hello. There, the day begins with the news of the country's lamentation. How I lived as a resident of a world these few days. All the time I was just staring blankly that when will the precious internet come and when will I talk to my friends. And I will show my creativity to everyone. The moans from all around created a kind of turmoil inside the mind. I am the only one who understands how painful it is to spend the day wondering if I will live or die.

We Bengali nation have understood how difficult it is to stay away from YouTube, Facebook and the internet world. I guess I'm not the only one. Many friends of the beloved community passed their few days as living corpses. On the one hand, the difficult situation all around. Premature death of small children. And on the other hand, accept someone who is temporary. It was as if all of us were living corpses. Although inside each of us there was fear, hatred and despair.

How many times a day have I distabbed my brothers with internet. Who knows if I think I'm crazy again? Let's go crazy or not. But I was getting sick while thinking about how to survive, how to spend this time in prison. say less Spend 6-7 days in isolation from everything. Shutting myself off from all friends. And only I myself understood how difficult it is to keep the feelings of my mind locked in myself. All in all, I was living as a living corpse these few days.