An Out of Nowhere Thoughts: The Reason Behind for My Hiatus

Hello, it’s me again aquilaemax. I know you’ve been asking or wondering why I am inactive for the past few months and it is because I am happy to announce that I am already starting my new era in studying in the field of Engineering. I am recently focusing on my studies as a first year engineering student. It may sound like the course is only for smart ones, but to tell you I’m also not good in Mathematics but if you have that kind of perseverance and determination to pursue your dreams, then it will be given to you at a right place and a right time.

Moreover, I am so thrilled to announce it to you all and I’m deeply sorry for being inactive, other than that reason, I also don’t have the gadget to continue blogging because my phone couldn’t function well, so I was so sad back then for I couldn’t able to share my stories to you all, but now thankfully an unexpected blessing came up and it is truly from the unexpected blessings we can have also have our genuine smiles.

So today, without further ado, I am going to share to you all how my college journey shaped me into a person that I didn’t expect to become. First, it taught me how to become a studious person because college is really not a joke it is between fighting your dreams to the finish line or ended up surrendering. Secondly, it taught me that high school grades or expectations we had will never be the same again in college. In college, you will experience pain that could make your tears fall in an unexpected time. Thirdly, don’t expect too much because in college expecting a high grade is nearly impossible, since the standards of college is quite different from high school, so please be ready for different heartaches in college.

I know for a fact that I’m still far away from my dreams, but at least I’m taking a step one at a time which is the important thing as of the moment. Other than that, I also observed different attitudes from my classmates which it could helped you know who are real and who are fake to you. In college, you only need to have that authentic buddies by your side who could improve and help you grow as a person. As of the moment, I think 2 or 3 friends could already help you in this battle. I believe it is the authenticity of that person would help you grow and I would love to spend my 4 years in college with that kind of person.

At this point of my life, I can say college is not really a joke and it is within the student to continue or to stop pursuing what they really want. In my case, I would never surrender and I will continue fighting for my dreams and the dreams of my family. Even though I had the situation wherein I stopped before because of unforeseen circumstances, yet, I am still here continuing what life has thrown at me.

I couldn’t reach at this point of my life without the help of my relatives who sustain our needs in school and for their undying support and endless love of giving their blessings to us. Even though I have a lot of failures, they still believe in my capabilities and that is what I thank them the most and also even though some of our relatives won’t be happy seeing us successful, but I am truly grateful for the existence of few and real relatives that we had for they still want us to pursue our dreams and get the degree we truly want in the first place.

Lastly, to our Heavenly Creator thank you for hearing my prayers for you’ve given me another chance to try and to pursue my dreams. Even though I’m still miles away from my dreams, You are and will always be by our side to provide what we truly need and I couldn’t be more thankful for that. Your endless love is truly inevitable.

Furthermore, this journey is still starting and will forever be in the starting line since more heartaches, responsibilities, and we don’t know what the future holds will unfold day by day. I am really glad to share this to you all and I hope you will be happy for me. I will continue reaching my dreams so that I can finally have that respected Engr. before my name and I will really offer my great success to those people who belittle me and wishing me to have an unsuccessful life. Cheers to this great life and I pray for the complete healing for everyone. See you around and have a blessed day everyone!